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Gold Dust

by Halicalf

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1.
I fell off the cliff And there was water There was water and water There was water And it turned into ivy And the ivy was shallow And there was water And I could bounce I could bounce off the ivy And I was flying I was flying Over the ocean It was all going so well Until a gust of wind Hit me Blindsided And I fell, fell, fell, fell Back to earth When I woke up I was surrounded By masks On a small island Masks of my former self
2.
Face Up 03:30
Here comes the wind Neon seams, flowing veins, disintegrating ground I'm following them, orange and green
3.
"I will show you fear in a handful of dust." —T. S. Eliot "Trips to where few have been Out of thin air, upon high winds Rites begin when the sun descends Have felt what few will ever know Have seen the truth beneath the glow Of the ebb and flow, where the roots of all mysteries grow I am below, so far below The bottom line Dismiss this life, worship death Cold blood night of serpent's breath Exhaled like spells from the endlessness In the bottomless wells of emptiness Channeled to invoke what we represent Feel my vessel go up in flames Flesh torch lit by thee unnamed Direct connection to the source Vestment of unnatural force Forever burning black torch Wisdom of the old and true Possessed by the chosen few Shining to reveal the ways Of a darkness that pervades All that is and ever was Inferno of witches' blood Harsh winds flay mine flesh to bone In splintered skeleton I roam Wastelands with naught to call my own But the path I walk alone The hunger burns, within my gut As my bones turn into dust" —MC Ride
4.
Everything moves in a circular motion Pearls below and the dreams in my head Maybe someday I'll break from the cycle But nothing will happen to me when I'm dead How will I get from the place I find myself To places above that exist in my head? If I go it alone I won't reach the apogee I'm starting to think I need help from my friends Legions of angels deploy into my spine Prodding and poking and pushing along Helping me know the joy in sacrifice Powered inside by the acceptance of love One day I'll find it with madness descending The satellite love that warms me to the bone Creatures inside make me feel heavy Living with them means I am never alone Searching and solving puzzles of magnitude Finding secrets that flow through the air Pleasures reduce and distract me all the time Trying to trust in the person I am Singular focus transforms my inner spore Cutting and breaking and throwing away Everything but the things that matter most Entropic forces lose the will to decay Respect the void or it will consume you Suck you inside and tear ya to shreds Sometimes it's wise to maintain distance Especially when people roll the rock from your tomb Soft Silver Melting runs down my spinal cord Recharging heat keeps the black thoughts away Open my eyes and observe the atmosphere The proper response leaves me with nothing to say
5.
Distance 04:34
6.
I won't partake in This phony shit Gold plastic Jesus Must learn to swim
7.
Smiling just to show her teeth The Good Mouth raises her hands I'm drinking out of Circe's cup And she's still raising her hands Hallelujah! Haaaaanndsss!!! In my heart there's a fountain that turns blue everytime I talk to you In my heart there's a garden that blooms everytime you walk in the room
8.
I wanna play music in the lobby of an elegant hotel Let it ring up the banisters and stairs, and be a stranger to all the strangers White sand and a red heart I am tired, and I'm just watching The curtains blow Wind sifts through the lace and fills them up like membranes I shouldn't order another drink I should go for a walk and remember Where I am He's walking to a fairy landing Purposeful There is a boat arriving that shuttles visitors of The Point to canals further south He feels hesitation, anxiety, paranoia But he boards He looks to a crew member and asks, "Who is the last person that slept in my room?" "Has the floor been mopped?" "How thick is the glass in the portholes?" "Will I have enough blankets?" "What is my name?" "How old will I be when I can retire?" "Am I genuine?" "Am I living?" I wanna play music in the lobby of an elegant hotel Let it ring up the banisters and stairs, and be a stranger to all the strangers
9.
"Earth to earth, ashes to ashes, dust to dust" —Book of Common Prayer
10.
I have no words For this body of water
11.
Thread Count 03:45
Wake me up I'm stuck inside a fantasy Dust me off Is this real or is this a dream?
12.
Stuck in the mind feeling lost and trapped Breathe to survive Look in your eyes see myself in drag Gasp in surprise Don't say goodbye Come say goodbye To these walls of mine Warm light embraces personal realities Melting honey shows (Stuck inside fantasy!) Honest light coming from your irises Returning to atoms "Don't be afraid" Said the Angel of Light "You and I are one" "Don't fear the sun" Then the sun came up
13.
Dulce 04:22
Everyday I'm waiting for an intrusion Of the conscious mind from a past self To shine some light on me in the darkness To help me find my way out of this hell Say farewell to everyone Dream of a place with no sun Open my heart to heaven (my heart!) I find out that there's no room for me (no room for me!) If I can't make it to heaven (out of my reach!) I might as well enjoy being free (free!) Say farewell to everyone Dream of a place with no sun "Everyone stands alone on the midpoint of the earth pierced by a ray of sunlight; and suddenly it's evening." —Salvatore Quasimodo
14.
Why hope for anything more Than the moments of lying On the white carpet in the late afternoon Face up, letting the shapes of sunlight warm you Shutting your eyes and embracing happiness Simplicity. I am simple, dissolving into the atmosphere; it always embraces me.

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released March 14, 2016

Chad Timblin: electric guitars, bass guitars, acoustic guitars, keyboards, vocals
Ben Mabry: drums, vocals
Dylan Rettenberger: vocals in the hidden "Doo-wop song" at the end of "The Good Mouth" and in "The Suites At Heritage Point"
Augie Alvarez: beat programming for "Stripped" (the hidden track at the end of "Distance")

Mixed by: Chad Timblin, Ben Mabry, Russ Stratton and Michael Mercer
Mastered by: Russ Stratton and Gaurav Vij

Artwork by Ben Mabry

The Good Mouth music video: www.youtube.com/watch?v=CSJC8ZFxD2k

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